day 3!

Create a Mascot~

-mine's in a animal form! :)
Eagle.
Well, cause even though eagles look fierce and daring and intimidating on the outside, but its not really as it seems. It has it struggles too! I don't exactly remember everything, just a vague idea but it does apply to my daily life and motivation. (if i remember xD) After a couple of years, the eagle have to make a choice which is really really crucial. For its survival. It can choose to undergo 40days(i think) of pain, lonliness and all and knock out its own beak which is going to be so so so painful and wait for it to grow or it can choose to not go through the painful process and as the beak grows day by day, the life of the eagle will get shorter and shorter. Ofcourse, some may choose to undergo the painful process and some may not. But what I'm trying to get at for recovery is that it is going to be a long tedious painful upsetting process. You know it, I know it, We all know it! But we do know that as we let go for Ed slowly, and endure the pain in the meantime, one day, we will be free from the bondages of the Eating Disorder and eventually be freee, becoming who we really are. The true identity of ourselves instead of being an "unknown", who's all lost. So, your choice is important it has an impact on your life<3 hang in there!

PS idk if it makes any sense, this day3 challenge is not an easy one :P