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Went out w the girls today and it was a really good day. Well, I window shopped. Attempt on saving money. :) Lunched @ Soup Spoon w XT, had the usual pumpkin soup but the one at Ion doesnt taste as good no idea why but the service is good tho. Heh. After which, yl came to meet us and headed off to FEP! I really didn't get anything surprisingly, well nothing really caught my eye that much so yeap, attempt to save moolah succeed. Walked around and around and around and yay then called to make reservations at Robolots and had dinner there. The crepe there... just a pass. Not really good. Just presentable too. It was so empty when we went there, apparently we were their only customers LOL. Ok, so now, I am feeling... horribly fat. And all I'm thinking about is how long will it take for me lose all the weight again? I really want to be skinny again cos I hate feeling fat like how I'm feeling or have been feeling. Its a horrible feeling especially with triggers all around. Pffft. Yet, its not the best thing to do. Want and good is different, yes I know. But I can't really think logically now cos tbh, I've started restricting for... a mere 2days and hence eating today made it so bad. Guilt. Overwhelming. Fat. And like, I don't want to face anything... I really don't. Ugh.