Looking back.

All of a sudden, while looking at faebook...
I miss those times in the ward.
I miss being thin and anorexic.
I want to be thin again.
I miss being forced to eat.
I miss losing weight.
I miss having control.
I miss restricting.
I miss wearing small sized clothes.
I miss my bone.

I miss them all.

OMG. I can't believe I just typed all this.
Darn.

This isn't what weilin wants.

This is what Ed wants.
This is Ed.

What should I do now?
Eat to get rid of it? Gag.